Story!

Ok I might end up a writer/novelist now.

Blame the ways of the FanFiction!!! They're just so addicting. I even started writing one about these 2 Naruto characters I find cute together! I'm starting another one for my best friend because she is like Sakura and someone a.K.a. KM *his codename* is her Sasuke haha

If you've seen Naruto you'd understand. So yes I'm just dishing out poems and stories I wrote as a little kid in grade school! I mean everything was so....tropical and was like a mini paradise ^_^

so if you'd like to read my pathetic little Fanfic.....the url is right there!

http://www.fanfiction.net/~kibashikalover

so enjoy the rest of your day....night....life whatever ^_^

What's Love and Moving on?

Love is so commonly used....right? I mean its nice to be in "Love" but love is mainly lust. Lust always wins against love.....well most of the time.

I've said Love to my boyfriends and girlfriends but it sometimes didn't feel right, they said it to me and I felt awkward....well sort of. There has only been 2 people in my life that I truly felt like I really "Loved" them and somewhat lust them instead of Lusting for them and somewhat loving them. I love my family and friends but technically they are family!!!

Still if you use love 8 months or 1 year later than maybe its real!? But what does a teen like me know. Hell I've only been alive a few years.....and I sound like I know everything....I don't this is my opinion ^ up there's is all of my thoughts on love haha.

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I think I'm going to try to get over my ex it'll be kind of hard but I think I can do it. He moved on.....I bet even my ex girlfriend moved on.....probably even forgot about me. I still think of her too. Well I'd like to think I can truly find someone and have some awesome future.....but I'll have to wait......I guess it can't be helped.

Well leave me with family, friends, and iPod and I can do it haha!

The Fair!!!

Tomorrow should be an absolute day filled with funess! That is if I don't start being negative.....so thats why I hope my best friend will help me out there!

Seeing as this is going to be the 2nd time for me going to this fair.....things might've changed oh well if not....

If I throw up I will feel like a loser! I didn't throw up last time so I'm trying for it again. I can't wait though because this time the friends I'm going with won't abandon me and will actually ride rides with me ^_^

I also might be able to score another poster! haha I love the fair.....than again its the only fair I've been to.

Sad I know but I'm starting to do things I never got to do when I was little....yay!!!

Love, Lust, Or Both?

Ok I met this guy over the internet like....what was it 3 years ago. And I also met this girl (who is now my best friend) a year ago and we talk alot because we're awesome talking buddys! But When I started highschool i was with him. (I asked him out on New Years and He said yes *note this was 2006* and we were dating) We ended up breaking up because he said I love the thought of him....not true but I didn't want to fight so I agreed and yeah things happened and we ended up talking to eachother 4 months later. He had a boyfriend and so did I. My friend kept telling me boys and girls were stupid I agreed but couldn't help it -_-' and yeha didn't work. We're still talk and I feel like I'm being sucked in to his charming ways.....it's bad but good. I still have strong feelings for him, but it doesn't make sense to me.....relationships are a drag most of the time but I don't know anymore...My friend says no my mind say maybe and....perverted area says hell ya! But its just so confusing....He lives like 2 states away from me and we still kind of plan on meeting eachother....but thngs are not as what they seem. Oh well I'll think of something eventually.....or have help haha.

Registration and Waka Laka

Wow it was alot slower this year. But I'm happy cause I gotz my new classes!!! ....well I like 3 of them at least. And my picture this year doesn't involve an orange fro and....yeha lol it looks better this year so yeha. I can't wait though School is almost here Than I can hang with my friends again piss off teachers....not on purpose at least haha and deal with the annoying drama!

Waka Laka I love so much!!! I've listened to it all day yesterday and today lol its my favorite seriously Ive never listened to song this much. But its so cool! It's also my myspace song too! I'm such a baka but oh well I'll do what I want haha so Waka Laka that!

First Blog

Well I did this since my friend enjoyed this and I thought I might too.

So I made my account and have one ^_^ My blogs are bound to talk about life, anime/manga, music, friends and family, school, my life...I guess, love, things I did, and so on.

Since this is my first blog....I'm trying to let you know....uh.....things so yeha.

This seems somewhat fun and crap haha.

I'm a freak -_-'